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Friday, November 26, 2010
NEGLECTED.
I HAVE ENOUGH!! If you people don't consider me as one of you guys, then tell me straight into my face! why do you people just don't inform me about ANY thing that is happening around there?! is not that i don't want to be there, i'm having my attachment! PEOPLE! attachment+study! you can tell me is no big deal! but it's a hell out of a BIG DEAL to me! i was once very proud to be in there, but now, everything is different. i see the true faces of you people. i feel like stabbing myself! so badly!
"nothing makes me happy now.
nothing.
i feel so empty.
from within.
but still.
i need to fake the smile.."
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
MY INCREDIBLE MEET WITH YOU.
come to think of it, meeting you in my life is indeed incredible! you entering into my life as a stranger, then found out you're my senior. the journey is fun and amazing! i think we're now closer than just strangers? after that day i posted something on my fb, everything changed. seeing you became a little awkward, and with a tiny bit of excitement.
i'm like this song. i'm always so nervous when we walk pass each other. my heart will skip a beat! it's so incredible! i thought this will only happen in movies, but i finally felt it! i wish to hold your hand and walk down the street, proudly announcing you're mine! :)
Saturday, October 09, 2010
THE OPERATION IS OVER! :)
i know.. it's been a long wait, but finally is over! i went to have it cut away! now i understand i have to face some things myself, and it's really true. when you're lying on the operation theater, it's you and the doctor, nobody else. sometimes believing a doctor is really essential. He's really handsome, anyway! every time i see him, i'll always say this! :)
Heard the news that you break up with your girl, sometimes i don't know whether i am to be happy. maybe i shouldn't at all.
Sunday, October 03, 2010
Saturday, September 25, 2010
COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS.
Since i put my heart to it and everything is being scheduled already, there's no turning back. No matter how much i fear to go in, I know I'm the only one that can bring myself together. Who's not afraid to go for operation? no matter how strong I may appear, I really fear from within. I know is a minor operation, but I don't know why the fear is snowballing everyday as the day is getting closer.
I faced it once before, by myself. I went there myself and got in the theater myself. probably back then I wasn't that afraid after all. but now, it's different. I experienced it once and the sound, the loneliness and the fear, it's unbearable! Especially the sound, it still send creeps into me in the night.
this is something that I have to face it myself, and I don't regret. This is to make me into someone stronger and independent. I have to conquer this myself. I'll be able to do it, won't I? I Believe myself and the doctors.
p.s: the doctor is really handsome and nice. his electric eyes sent me to the fantasy land. x-factor: he's not one of those old doctors! he's in my league. :)
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Biography JIANI♥
Eighteen this year
Wish me 'happy birthday!' on every 2508
I love all kinds of berries.
Sunflower is my beloved flower.
Grey is my favorite color and it symbolise my life.
Being a Psychologist/Thoracic surgeon is my dream! :)
Currently in Singapore Polytechnic
Studying Biomedical Science (DBS)
"爱情，在没有过去和未来的牵绊时，才是真正公平的." "爱情，有了理由的时候，爱已经死了."
Wishes and Expectations Family and friends to be happy.
Everyone to be healthy and strong.
My loving sister to be happier.
My irritating brother to be hardworking and clever.
Nice clothes, bags, cosmetic.
Unlimited supply of my own money.
Go to Korea and be with 允浩.(:
Minimise GLOBAL WARMING
Love myself more.
Treasure every minute i'm with you. *Get into NUS Medical School.*
FAMILY ♥ PRIMARY BUDDY ♥ SECONDARY COOLEST PEEPS ♥ POLY CLASS SISTERS ♥ POLY UNION FAMILY ♥ IDEAL MAN ♥
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Friday, November 26, 2010
NEGLECTED.
I HAVE ENOUGH!! If you people don't consider me as one of you guys, then tell me straight into my face! why do you people just don't inform me about ANY thing that is happening around there?! is not that i don't want to be there, i'm having my attachment! PEOPLE! attachment+study! you can tell me is no big deal! but it's a hell out of a BIG DEAL to me! i was once very proud to be in there, but now, everything is different. i see the true faces of you people. i feel like stabbing myself! so badly!
"nothing makes me happy now.
nothing.
i feel so empty.
from within.
but still.
i need to fake the smile.."
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
MY INCREDIBLE MEET WITH YOU.
come to think of it, meeting you in my life is indeed incredible! you entering into my life as a stranger, then found out you're my senior. the journey is fun and amazing! i think we're now closer than just strangers? after that day i posted something on my fb, everything changed. seeing you became a little awkward, and with a tiny bit of excitement.
i'm like this song. i'm always so nervous when we walk pass each other. my heart will skip a beat! it's so incredible! i thought this will only happen in movies, but i finally felt it! i wish to hold your hand and walk down the street, proudly announcing you're mine! :)
Saturday, October 09, 2010
THE OPERATION IS OVER! :)
i know.. it's been a long wait, but finally is over! i went to have it cut away! now i understand i have to face some things myself, and it's really true. when you're lying on the operation theater, it's you and the doctor, nobody else. sometimes believing a doctor is really essential. He's really handsome, anyway! every time i see him, i'll always say this! :)
Heard the news that you break up with your girl, sometimes i don't know whether i am to be happy. maybe i shouldn't at all.
Sunday, October 03, 2010
Saturday, September 25, 2010
COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS.
Since i put my heart to it and everything is being scheduled already, there's no turning back. No matter how much i fear to go in, I know I'm the only one that can bring myself together. Who's not afraid to go for operation? no matter how strong I may appear, I really fear from within. I know is a minor operation, but I don't know why the fear is snowballing everyday as the day is getting closer.
I faced it once before, by myself. I went there myself and got in the theater myself. probably back then I wasn't that afraid after all. but now, it's different. I experienced it once and the sound, the loneliness and the fear, it's unbearable! Especially the sound, it still send creeps into me in the night.
this is something that I have to face it myself, and I don't regret. This is to make me into someone stronger and independent. I have to conquer this myself. I'll be able to do it, won't I? I Believe myself and the doctors.
p.s: the doctor is really handsome and nice. his electric eyes sent me to the fantasy land. x-factor: he's not one of those old doctors! he's in my league. :)
